i miss her and her crazy whiskers.

It's been 8 days since I last saw Nora...

When I left San Francisco, I flew to Alabama to visit my parents. My dad is having his third round of chemo and it's been good to be here with him and my mom. I haven't really talked about his cancer here, since it's something I don't think I have processed fully myself. However, spending time at the hospital, with all its IVs, ice chips, nurses, gloominess, and monotony, has made it feel a bit more realistic. And that helps, not to make it easier, but to make me more honest with my emotions.

tears 2.

news.

unforgivable medical "mishap."

confusion.

wrestling time.

fury.

thinking, wishing, praying.

heavy heart. longing to be there.

tears flowing.

i love you.

tears.

news.
loss.
uncertain.
broken
trapped.
"free."
heart heavy. longing to be there.
tears flowing.
i love you.